soulmammapolo

When I was 11-12, I was immediately kicked out of childhood and forced to mature. My father had passed away early in the year 2000 and my older sister was pregnant. She ended up going through a nervous breakdown after she had her son later that year and had to move in with my mom and me. From there and for the next four to five years of her breakdown recovery, her moving out and back in, dating different men, and of course her husband's abuse which almost killed her after her second child, I was her son's, Jordan's, mom. I was still in school, of course and my mom was in no good shape. She had just lost her husband of 28 years, her oldest dau

Feel the power Feel the darkness Never can it come close Not like this ever again Let it all flow through you Feel the power Feel the rage Let it go You'll never feel like this again          and you know it All those beatings All those trips Those trips of regret          of guilt Damn them Feel the power Feel the maddening power Flowing through your vessels It won't stop for a while Pan this out Think about it All the years          wasted All your heart          cast away All the pain          induced All the secrets          spoken All the lies          uncovered All the pain          God all the pain